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【MA-320】乳っ娘制服向上委員会3

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【MA-320】乳っ娘制服向上委員会3 �


Hethoughtforamoment,thenflushedveryred.Hewasangryandoffended.

Heturnedhisslow,ratherfulleyes,thathadbeendrownedinsuchfathomlessdisillusion,onConnie,andshetrembledalittle.Heseemedsoold...endlesslyold,builtupoflayersofdisillusion,goingdowninhimgenerationaftergeneration,likegeologicalstrata;andatthesametimehewasforlornlikeachild.Anoutcast,inacertainsense;butwiththedesperatebraveryofhisrat-likeexistence.

`Ahalf-virgin!'repliedClifford,translatingthephrasetobesureofit.

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Andthusfaritwasalife:inthevoid.Fortherestitwasnon-existence.Wragbywasthere,theservants...butspectral,notreallyexisting.Conniewentforwalksinthepark,andinthewoodsthatjoinedthepark,andenjoyedthesolitudeandthemystery,kickingthebrownleavesofautumn,andpickingtheprimrosesofspring.Butitwasalladream;orratheritwaslikethesimulacrumofreality.Theoak-leavesweretoherlikeoak-leavesseenrufflinginamirror,sheherselfwasafiguresomebodyhadreadabout,pickingprimrosesthatwereonlyshadowsormemories,orwords.Nosubstancetoheroranything...notouch,nocontact!OnlythislifewithClifford,thisendlessspinningofwebsofyarn,oftheminutiaeofconsciousness,thesestoriesSirMalcolmsaidtherewasnothingin,andtheywouldn'tlast.Whyshouldtherebeanythinginthem,whyshouldtheylast?Sufficientuntothedayistheevilthereof.Sufficientuntothemomentistheappearanceofreality.

Sothemen,especiallythosenolongeryoung,wereverynicetoherindeed.But,knowingwhattorturepoorCliffordwouldfeelattheslightestsignofflirtingonherpart,shegavethemnoencouragementatall.Shewasquietandvague,shehadnocontactwiththemandintendedtohavenone.Cliffordwasextraordinarilyproudofhimself.

Michaelisknewatoncehehadmadeanimpressiononher.Heturnedhisfull,hazel,slightlyprominenteyesonherinalookofpuredetachment.Hewasestimatingher,andtheextentoftheimpressionhehadmade.WiththeEnglishnothingcouldsavehimfrombeingtheeternaloutsider,notevenlove.Yetwomensometimesfellforhim...Englishwomentoo.

Conniewasaware,however,ofagrowingrestlessness.Outofherdisconnexion,arestlessnesswastakingpossessionofherlikemadness.Ittwitchedherlimbswhenshedidn'twanttotwitchthem,itjerkedherspinewhenshedidn'twanttojerkuprightbutpreferredtorestcomfortably.Itthrilledinsideherbody,inherwomb,somewhere,tillshefeltshemustjumpintowaterandswimtogetawayfromit;amadrestlessness.Itmadeherheartbeatviolentlyfornoreason.Andshewasgettingthinner.

Connie'sfather,wherehepaidaflyingvisittoWragby,andinprivatetohisdaughter:AsforClifford'swriting,it'ssmart,butthere'snothinginit.Itwon'tlast!ConnielookedattheburlyScottishknightwhohaddonehimselfwellallhislife,andhereyes,herbig,still-wonderingblueeyesbecamevague.Nothinginit!Whatdidhemeanbynothinginit?Ifthecriticspraisedit,andClifford'snamewasalmostfamous,anditevenbroughtinmoney...whatdidherfathermeanbysayingtherewasnothinginClifford'swriting?Whatelsecouldtherebe?


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