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【SEA-186】tooSexyかとりこのみ

Source global Wall Street Journal     time 2020-02-27 00:08:05
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【SEA-186】tooSexyかとりこのみ �


IfJeffhadelectedtoreturn,Celiswouldhavegonetoo--theywerethemostabsorbedoflovers;butJeffhadnodesirethatway.

Ihadtogrinatthat,andevenTerrydid,sourly.Hewasn'tgiventoreasoning,butitdidstrikehimthatanassaultlikehisratherwaivedconsiderationsofdecency.

ButsofaronlyCelis,herblueeyesswimminginhappytears,herheartliftedwiththattideofrace-motherhoodwhichwastheirsupremepassion,couldwithineffablejoyandprideannouncethatshewastobeamother."TheNewMotherhood"theycalledit,andthewholecountryknew.Therewasnopleasure,noservice,nohonorinallthelandthatCelismightnothavehad.Almostlikethebreathlessreverencewithwhich,twothousandyearsago,thatdwindlingbandofwomenhadwatchedthemiracleofvirginbirth,wasthedeepaweandwarmexpectancywithwhichtheygreetedthisnewmiracleofunion.

Itwasthemoredifficulttoexplaintoher,becausewethree,inourconstanttalksandlecturesabouttherestoftheworld,hadnaturallyavoidedtheseamyside;notsomuchfromadesiretodeceive,butfromwishingtoputthebestfootforemostforourcivilization,inthefaceofthebeautyandcomfortoftheirs.Also,wereallythoughtsomethingswereright,oratleastunavoidable,whichwecouldreadilyseewouldberepugnanttothem,andthereforedidnotdiscuss.Againtherewasmuchofourworld'slifewhichwe,beingusedtoit,hadnotnoticedasanythingworthdescribing.Andstillfurther,therewasaboutthesewomenacolossalinnocenceuponwhichmanyofthethingswedidsayhadmadenoimpressionwhatever.

"Allthingsconsidered,"theysaid,andtheydidnotsayahundredthpartofthethingstheywereconsidering,"weareunwillingtoexposeourcountrytofreecommunicationwiththerestoftheworld--asyet.IfElladorcomesback,andweapproveherreport,itmaybedonelater--butnotyet.

AfterIgotoverthejartomypride(whichJeff,Itrulythink,neverfelt--hewasabornworshipper,andwhichTerrynevergotover--hewasquiteclearinhisideasof"thepositionofwomen"),Ifoundthatloving"up"wasaverygoodsensationafterall.Itgavemeaqueerfeeling,waydowndeep,asofthestirringofsomeancientdimprehistoricconsciousness,afeelingthattheywererightsomehow--thatthiswasthewaytofeel.Itwaslike--cominghometomother.Idon'tmeantheunderflannels-and-doughnutsmother,thefussypersonthatwaitsonyouandspoilsyouanddoesn'treallyknowyou.Imeanthefeelingthataverylittlechildwouldhave,whohadbeenlost--foreversolong.Itwasasenseofgettinghome;ofbeingcleanandrested;ofsafetyandyetfreedom;oflovethatwasalwaysthere,warmlikesunshineinMay,nothotlikeastoveorafeatherbed--alovethatdidn'tirritateanddidn'tsmother.

Ihadtogrinatthat,andevenTerrydid,sourly.Hewasn'tgiventoreasoning,butitdidstrikehimthatanassaultlikehisratherwaivedconsiderationsofdecency.

Terrywastheobstacle."IndeedIwon't!"heprotested."ThefirstthingI'lldoistogetanexpeditionfixeduptoforceanentranceintoMa-land."

Ihadtoldherofthelaterbiologicaltheoriesofsex,andshewasdeeplyconvincedofthesuperioradvantagesofhavingtwo,thesuperiorityofaworldwithmeninit.


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